writing my graduation speech

let’s go

It’s okay. I’m okay.
And tonight is going to be amazing.

I keep dreaming of trains. And it’s making me uneasy.

My thoughts are swimming and I don’t want to do anything. They keep yelling and telling me to get my things done but I just can’t anymore. They’re mad at me for looking upset so they yell more.

My heart feels useless. Why does it have to feel and want. There is no fucking point to any of it.

I want to get away but I also want to be held. I feel like a child.

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it’s been a good birthday

got my license and drove around and stuff:)

birthday in like 50 mins

have to take the ap bio exam, then my driving exam, and then my piano class tomorrow hm

so i watched Juno again today and it reminded me of how i dressed up as bleeker for halloween in the 9th grade and i just ran around campus. yeah

I would double our peak balance to $100,000 because it is now apparent that over $50,000 is not enough if I’m charging over $100 for prom.

I would keep petty cash in a central location.

I would still be a bitch. That is one thing I would definitely not change.

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wait but why is my father speaking to me in spanish