Can everyone just meet my boyfriend? He’s so perfect

112 pounds is too much for my family that weighs 140+

A few weeks ago when I saw my family/family friends last, the first thing people told me was that I lost so much weight. They didn’t ask about school or how I’ve been. The most important thing to note was that I was back to my 106-110 pound range. A month and a half previously, I was around 112 pounds and they all seemed to notice and it was apparently a monstrosity. They were so happy about my weight loss but I was so angry. Why do they care so much? And today I saw one of my aunts as she works at UCLA and now she told me I shouldn’t lose anymore weight.

DON’T TELL ME HOW MUCH I NEED TO WEIGH. THIS IS MY BODY.

do you ever feel so hungry that you want to throwup?

  • me: i just got out of an anxiety workshop
  • friend: yeah? how was it?
  • me: it gave me anxiety

I was telling my new friend at school about the what happened to me and how I was coping and she shared her story with me too.

She was at a party this past February and she was talking to one of the volleyball players. He got her alone and raped her. The next day she reported it to the police and showed them all her bruises but they said that there wasn’t enough evidence to support that he actually raped her. Nothing happened to him and he still goes to UCLA. She has to walk around campus knowing her rapist could be around the corner.

Then she told me about her friend who also goes to UCLA and was raped this year too. He broke 3 of her ribs but they said that there was still not enough evidence to prove that she was raped.

HOW MUCH DO YOU FUCKING NEED TO PROVE THIS TERRIBLE CRIME? DO THEY KNOW HOW PAINFUL IT IS TO KNOW THAT YOUR ATTACKER IS STILL WALKING FREE LET ALONE WALKING ON YOUR CAMPUS?

There’s nothing like watching both Addams Family movies, Coraline, and American Horror Story at home to help you recover from strep throat (which was borderline scarlet fever), sinusitis, and tonsillitis. 

I made out with this really really pretty girl, Ivy, last week at a party. She’s my friend and we are super attracted to each other and we’re going out again to this big frat party tonight and I wanna kiss her again. Ahhhh she’s gorgeous- especially with that electric red lip stick. I’m gonna die.

College, man. Fuck.
I can’t believe I’m seeing the xx tomorrow.

This is unreal.

documenting my latest sexual adventures

it’s funny to look back at them